Whoa... It really took great deal of time for me to actually start writing something. I've been willing hard since months to actually pen down my feelings and emotions, but never made any sincere efforts to do so. U know i should actually thank ma roomy cum buddy Niharika for these. She figured it out for me..and here I am... actually taking her suggestion seriously ( ha ha.. coz usually i can't n i don't).
Now ..what to write. It's really pathetic that I actually have no particular subject to write about.So i am gonna just share how I feel right now writing these.
Its just kinda I am not getting anybody to puke into my thoughts and calm down my internal turbulence,, my lappy just seems right as an interface to my ownself ....funny though.
Several thoughts are racing in parallel in ma mind,letting nobody win and making me suffer.
Okay,,so i am19 n I am actually trying to figure out a perfect career, then all of a sudden my mind starts wandering into questions like what i actually want from my life ... is it knowledge or name n fame or wealth or inner satisfaction of doing something good for society (i dunno now how bt m gonna figure dat out soon) or may be all.. Who the hell knows now.. but one thing for sure, i want peace of mind right now and this blogging stuff has in fact helped me so...hell yes.. it has indeed....
